4.01.2013

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Tonight was a rough night for me in mommyhood. Phillip has small group so I'm home alone. Tegan sleeps really well most nights lately but every so often she has a bad night. Tonight was a two hour in and out of her room meltdown. You're supposed to have all the answers when you're a mommy right? A good bit of the time I feel very lost and unsure of what to do as a parent. Until she can talk it's a big guessing game. Is she sick, hungry, teething, does she have a fever, did she just wake up and is having a hard time going back to sleep? Being a mommy is tough work I tell ya! By God's grace I strive to do the best job I can with his help knowing that it's a lot of sacrifice and it's not always fun.

"There is no way to be a perfect mother and a million ways to be a good one." - Jill Churchill